爱你

给您的：

不要和我说对不起了啦，

我是没有东西的，

虽然你一直抛弃我，

我很伤心，

难过，

但是我懂你的心一直都没抛弃我，

一直都在我身边，

陪着我，

鼓励我，

和支持我。

虽然你一直出去玩，

但我一直都对你很有信心，

我懂你不想我其他的女生朋友，

有了男朋友还去接受别的男生的追求，

我一直都对你有100%的信心。

有时我很讨厌自己，

为什么我不会像你那么的好动，

我可以说是想一个木头，

门口开大大，

我也不出去，

你是，

关在家里几天，

就喊“好闷好闷”，

这就是我们俩，

一个好动，

一个木头，

才能在一起。

在这里，

我想对你说，

虽然你一直抛弃我，

但我懂你已经尽力安排好你的时间陪我，

我也懂你的心一直在陪我。

我的也一直在陪你，

不会放弃你。

我爱你，

我永远都爱你，

你是我的第一个，

也是我的最后一个。

我想你，

每天都想你，

每分钟，

每秒钟，

都想你。

我的吻是属以你的，

我的拥抱也是属以你的。

我是永远不会离开你的。

不会让你单身过一世。

我爱你~

发呆

不知为什么，

我现在才发现我的每天工作时发呆。

每一天多对着墙壁发呆，

对着电脑发呆，

对着电话发呆。

难道我的生活除了发呆，

还是发呆。

每个人多做工，

赚钱，

而我，

我的工没钱赚。

不知怎么了，

现在的我在做什么，

发呆，

发呆,

发呆,

发呆,

发呆..........................

我的爱情

每个人都有各自的爱情，

每个人的爱情的来源都不一样，

有些似玩玩儿擦出火花，

有些是靠缘分，

有些是帮忙而认识。

我的呢。。。

是靠缘分。

我和她在一起都有九个月多了。

现在才post出来，

因为。。。。（不能说）

在之前，

很多人都问我，

你怎样认识她。

我是在网上乱按认识的。

答十个，

是个都给我“好有缘哦”。。。

那其他被我乱按的人都是缘咯，

不只她一个。

还记得，

我在中六认识她的，

没次晚上，

不惋惜就回家开电脑，

online找她谈天。

不然就是，

在驾车打个电话和她谈天，

结果，

电话费贵，

被妈妈骂。

就买016号码，

联络她。

还记得，

当我认识她，

我就爱上了她，

我就没一次都找她谈天，

无论在驾车或在做工，

都找她谈天。

后来懂她有男朋友在那一带，

我可以说是绝望了。

但我依然还找我她谈天。

因为她，

让我把所有不开心的事都忘了。

后来又散了，

因为距离而散。

那时的我还是一样爱着她，

不知她知道没有。

回来有一个，

那个也认识我，

他在羽球场认识我，

还和我们去JR吃午餐。

我还记得，

她去cam回来，

我还赞她“你廋了”，

她说谢谢。

结果那个男的，

就和她普通朋友而已。

不久，

出现OV,

他找就知道她对我有意识，

是我不接受这是事实而已。

结果。。。。

我还记得，

我hurt他的那晚，

第二天，

她对我说她哭，

我的心痛得很厉害。

所以我发誓不要再hurt她了。

我和他在一起已有九个多月了，

有苦也有乐。

苦就是，

每当在某某party,

我都会一人坐在那儿静静，

因为他在和朋友玩得很快乐，

也许是我的的性格，

导致我一人坐在那儿。

乐就是，

我们正经在KL玩的很快乐，

那是我们第一个旅行。

说了那么多的她，

不知道她是谁，

她就是郑佩蓉。

谢谢她带个我快乐和很多东西。

So in conclusion,

I'm not single anymore,

I'm available for Chang Pooi Yoong only.

NOT FOR OTHERS.

*佩蓉，爱你，

就要给你快乐，

我宁愿牺牲我所有的东西给你，

我什么都可以做给你，

最重要是你快乐。

如果，

你那个梦实现，

我是不会不理你的，

我永远都在你身边，

陪着你，

照顾你，

抱着你，

永不分离。

最后，

我爱你，我想你。

当写时突然想起这一首歌，

就post了上去，

哈哈...

林俊杰-背对背拥抱

话总说不清楚

该怎么明了
一字一句像圈套
旧帐总翻不完

谁无理取闹
你的双手甩开刚好的微妙

然后战火再燃烧

我们背对背拥抱

滥用沉默在咆哮
爱情来不及变老

葬送在烽火的玩笑

我们背对背拥抱

真话兜着圈子来乱乱绕

即使想让我知道

即使想让你知道

爱的警告

话总说不清楚

该怎么明了
一字一句像圈套
旧帐总翻不完

谁无理取闹
你的双手甩开刚好的微妙

然后战火再燃烧

我们背对背拥抱

滥用沉默在咆哮
爱情来不及变老

葬送在烽火的玩笑
我们背对背拥抱

真话兜着圈子来乱乱绕

即使想让我知道

即使想让你知道

爱的警告

我不要一直到

形同陌路变成自找
既然可以拥抱

就不要轻易放掉

我们背对背拥抱

滥用沉默在咆哮
爱情来不及变老

葬送在烽火的玩笑
我们背对背拥抱

真话兜着圈子来乱乱绕

只是想让我知道

只是想让你知道

这警告

只是想让我知道

只是想让你知道

爱的警告

*当我一搬来KL，

我KL的家人就一直唱着一首歌，

我真希望可以唱给我的女朋友听，

不知能实现吗？

What I done...

Start from May,

I was rest at home,

sometimes went to school did some thing,

sometimes went to yayasan pahang took money,

sometimes went to bank,

but most of time was at home.

Besides that,

most of my time was went out with cpy.

Went to school fetch her went back home,

then took lunch together,

went to ECM walk here and there,

looking for something,

went to 'disturb' here and there.

Then one day by one day,

a happy day.

I had many thing need to do for her,

hopefully all could done before I went to study at University.

3 days 2 nights trip at KL

At 7, 8 and 9 May 2010,

me and my friend, jaykie, Wai Keong, Nick, Bear, Keat Yee, Shi Wei, Cyclone and his girlfriend, Ceci,

had a 3 days 2 nights trip at KL.

We went there by bus,

some of my friend asked why did not went by car? went by bus so waste money.

1st of my reason was we did not know the road at KL.

2nd of my reason was even we knew the road, we sure will jam at there.

Use GPS?

We not rich likes you all.

So went by bus,

then went anyway by Monorail or LRT.

Did not jam at all even waste money but RM2.50 also cheaper than your car petrol.

So after we reach there,

our 1st place that we shopping was Sungai Wang.

We take our lunch at there,

then only shopping.

We could saw how cheap was the shirt and pants.

After this,

we went to the paradise of computer, Plaza Lowyat.

Inside this mall was 5 floor,

all was sell computer.

Then we went to Berjaya Time Square.

That mall big, but not so big,

because that shop open until 5 floor only,

then other floor was quite quiet.

But inside that mall had a small playground.

Jaykie decide watch movie at there,

but the seat was too near the screen,

so cancel it,

went back hotel and slept.

The second day,

we went to Sunway Pyramid by LRT,

quite far from our hotel.

Sunway Pyramid quite small compare with Time Square.

Then we went to 1Utama.

The most biggest mall at KL,

it had two door,

had 'old wing' and 'new wing'.

Two mall combine together,

but Malaca more pround,

three mall combine together.

That night also decide watch movie,

but the seat also very front,

so cancel it.

Third day,

we went to Green box,

they sang but I did not sang,

I went inside because had my purpose,

that was took lunch at there.

Then left KL at 6pm,

went home slept and prepare next KL journey.

Away from Millennium Media Supplies

Away from Millennium Media Supplies(MMS) was about 3 weeks,

what I got from there?

what I learn from there?

what I knew from there?

At 21 December 2009,

I start my work at there.

When I 1st time at there,

I though their work was very slow,

why don't packing at morning,

then only pack at afternoon, after lunch,

then must very very rush...

Actually,

morning section was our receive stock that had order by our boss and our proprietress, Miss Na.

And receive any call from dealer,

they very funny,

always like add something,

made us faint only,

need open that boxes that we had pack,

then add the thing,

then add another bill,

than tape again.

When I enter,

I though the workers at there was chinese at all,

but actually had a malay girl,

that was Kak Zara,

her job was did a bill,

order thing,

and receive call from dealer.

She was also in charge of the way we work,

that was packing.

Besides Kak Zara,

also had another girl in charge of order stock,

enter new stock,

fax invoice or receive any bill from dealer.

She was Ah Lian.

But she was resign at middle of the March.

So her job will be done by Kak Zara,

until Kak Zara faint.

Luckily had a good girl that was help Kak Zara,

she was Ah Kun.

Ah Kun and Ah Lian was youngest and eldest sister,

before her sister, Ah Lian resign,

she was the people who teach me how to packing, check the stock and look at the stock.

But after her sister was resign,

then she replace her sister seat,

help Kak Zara enter new stock,

and fax and receive bill from dealer.

In the stock room there,

had a supervisor sat at there,

that was Go Hee Chen( Ah Chen).

He was in charge of external ink for Brother printer,

warranty printer, check printer problem, and sometime also will send stock to our dealer which was at Kuantan.

The way his work was quite slow,

but actually he quite nice,

his energy was very powerful,

can carry very heavy stock.

Not only that,

his personality also quite good,

his smile always beside him,

did not scold us at all.

A person always came to office,

open office, then 100% will go out send stock,

he was Uncle Bernard.

I still remember when I went there work,

he was feeding cat ate food.

His personality also quite nice,

sometimes will treat us ate lunch.

I still remember after we got our bonus,

the next day he asked me to had a lunch with him.

Before this I though why he did not took lunch with his parents?

Actually now I only knew he was single,

maybe I was too late to know this.

A person who always came work at 2pm,

after lunch time,

she was MMS's clerk,

Miss Low.

Even I not so clearly who was she,

because after she came work,

she always sat at office,

do her account.

MMS's account was quite many,

sometimes she also faint with her account job.

I remember she bought each of us a chicken drumstick and cendol or ABC after take our bonus.

Then was my boss and Miss Na,

my boss very busy,

he always outstation to Kuala Terengganu, Kelantan and KL.

But I had a shock with him,

that was he was a badminton player,

he always play with my coach.

Before this he was not 100% knew me,

but after my coach went there bought cartridge,

that was Hp 60 colour,

then my coach told him I was his pupil.

After he knew I also play badminton,

then he knew me start at that moment.

Miss Na,

my boss's wife,

she always treat us took lunch when my boss was outstation.

How much she also paid,

did not said anything likes very expensive or others.

Before I leave MMS,

had a new workers,

he was Hafiz.

his job same with me,

that was packing.

A malay guys that like to smoke,

and always listen song when working.

When I knew his attitude,

I was no comment at all,

just let him do,

because that was his attitude,

I could not stop him.

I still remember the second day when I start my work,

China stock was came,

that was 204 stocks.

Was I unluckily or other reason?

What could I do?

Just do it.....

That was what knew from MMS.

I also knew that was many toner and cartridge in this world,

knew how to look, what code at that toner or cartridge and knew how to packing for send.

So I need to thanks my boss, Miss Na, Ah Chen, Ah Kun, Ah Kak, Ah Lian and Uncle Bernard,

treat me so good at MMS and did not scold me at all,

when I did wrongly,

just told me by smile,

not by scold.

Thanks~

1st song that I heard at Millennium Media Supplies

When I went work at Millennium Media Supplies at the 1st day,

a song that always repeated,

then after a few month,

Ah Chen handphone's ringtone was this song,

his caller ringtone also this song,

when called he,

then this song come out,

and Kak Zara said : wah romantiknya chen...

haha...

that song was:

杨丞琳-雨爱

Time...

Recently feel that time pass very fast,

This morning went for work at 9am,

then after 12 hour,

is 9pm,

is night.

Before this just said go KL study,

was 31 May intake,

but now,

25 April,

when I open that website just now,

I had a account at that school,

mean I still have about 1 month at Kuantan.

At last year December,

I start my job at Millennium,

but now,

next week is my last week at Millennium.

This morning play badminton with my badminton friend,

when looking my calender,

I still have a few Sunday play badminton with them only.

Me and she take dinner at Friday night almost need that last dinner already.

How many times of dinner can I take together with my family???

After I go to KL,

how I live without her???

When can I get back to her side???

When thinking, thinking and thinking.....

Millennium Media Supplier's funny thing~

Today,

when we were very busy for packing,

Miss Na decided call the old newspaper lorry went there on Thursday and collect all the boxes.

Afternoon,

suddenly had one people came here with his camera,

we though he was the one who came here and collect the boxes.

But when Miss Na went out and call the lorry,

that people suddenly said the cat was so special,

and want take a photo.

Then Miss Na hug it and let him take.

I, Kun and Kak laugh at there,

this was our first times we saw this event.

What so special with that cat and need take photo?

The special was

It's eye, one blue and one green.

So the cat that the people take as photo is this cat...

Name 小白.

Millennium Media Supplier free time~~

Recently boss was not around,

then Millennium Media Supplier, MMS' worker become crazy now~~

Find more time to relax,

but we don't want boring time,

but recently really no packing at all~~~

so our busy time become relax time.

Today,

they took out that KFC voucher and went to bought KFC for lunch.

Then at afternoon,

Kak Zara and Lian bought a laptop,

then we play that laptop at there,

and try to find our company wifi password~~~

then Kun try to on facebook and recommend her friend to Kak~~

really relax~~

And me,

I was chatting with Ah Cheng,

we chatting about facebook,

psp,

gameboy,

and some game.

He also said his friend,

many of his facebook friend which in couple,

always argue on facebook,

then will be become couple on facebook~~~

really funny~~~

One day trip at KL~

Last Saturday, 13.3.2010,

I leave on that day,

because need went to KL and search our course and our university.

So,

we left Kuantan at 8am,

and reach KL at 11am++.

Our bus stop at Titiwangsa,

then we should went Universiti,

because our university branch at PJ.

First,

we went to KL Sentral by monoral,

due to speed of monoral and escape from traffic jam,

we reach KL Sentral without 30min.

Then we had our lunch at there.

After lunch,

we went to Universiti by Rapid monoral,

the speed this LRT more faster than before that LRT,

reach there only need a little time only~~~

Then our good friend bring us to Utar at PJ,

then we get our information.

Because of time too early,

we decided went to Midvalley and attend that education fair.

That education fair really large,

and very nice compare with Kuantan.

After visit that education fair,

then we went to Titiwangsa and went back to Kuantan.

At 10pm++,

we reach Kuantan and go home sleep~~~

*I went to KL with a bottle,

that bottle was very important for me,

because that bottle.....

History of Millennium Media Supplier~

Today,

don't know what happen,

normally have many packing at afternoon,

but today afternoon,

no packing at all,

only 3 boxes need sent out only.

Really need record in my history~~

Now,

my boss not in Kuantan,

he and his wife, Miss Na went to China order stock.

So,

for celebrate we can relax one week,

Uncle Bernard treat all of us Mcd at our lunch time.

Then today all of us have free lunch~~

haha~~

After that,

because no packing and weather was very hot,

Kak Zara decided drink ABC,

then she call Cheng went to buy for her,

then treat all of us ABC again.

So,

today I had take my free lunch and ABC,

haha~~~

Tomorrow they decide use that voucher to buy pizza,

but I can not eat with them,

because I had promise someone take lunch together at tomorrow.

Today she want take lunch with me,

but because Uncle Bernard bought lunch for us,

then cannot take with her~~

I'm so sorry~~~

STPM result~

Today,
25.2.2010,
was STPM result came out.
At morning 10.00am,
me, Boon Kiat, Chew Yang and others had our breakfast together,
then we went to school to took our result.
Because we reach there too early,
so we need stay at there until 12.00pm,
then we could take our result.

When 12.00pm,
our teacher will have a talk about our result.
The best student in our school was Gan De Yee,
he get 5A,
pointer 4.0.
He was the best in our state, Pahang.
Then until our turn to get our own result.
After take the result,
some of them cry,
because their believe their result will like that,
and some of them was fail in the main subject,
that was Pengajian Am.
And me,
I was pass all my subject,
thanks God~~~

So I'm here need to congratulate all my friend,
for people who fail in Pengajian Am,
don't worry,
you still can study at private univercity,
for full A,
congratulation~~~

Chinese New Year~

Now was Chinese New Year,
for child sure very happy,
because can take angpau,
for adult,
also happy even they din take angpau.
Many people will visit other people house,
that call bai nian.
But for me,
maybe was a boring day.

I have rest 5 day include today,
what had I done in these 5 day?
Sunday sleep at home,
Monday go out jalan-jalan,
Tuesday go Zack house then go jalan-jalan again,
today,
whole day stay at home.
And tomorrow,
decided same plan,
stay at home.
But after tomorrow,
my work is resume,
that was Friday,
then my busy day coming.

What can I do at home?
Except sleep,
ps and pc.
Haiz~
boring.
Then act as rest awhile and away awhile from work~~~

Annual Dinner~

Yesterday night,
was my company, Millennium Media Supply annual dinner,
it was the 1st time that I join this kind of dinner.
It was start at 7.00pm,
but my boss said start at 7.00pm,actually his purpose was want us went there earlier,then can end the dinner earlier.
When all the people sat at there already,
then our dinner was start.
The dishes was Chinese dinner only,
likes Yu Shang, Yu Chi and so on.After that,
was our most interesting program,that was lucky draw.Ah Jun was take an angpau and let us choose,inside the angpau was the lucky number,after take it,then we will took the present that was the same number with our lucky number.
Then I just simply choose the angpau,the I open,
Wow~~~a lucky number,
that was '8',then I hope can get a good present.
After take it,Miss Na will give our present,then my lucky number present was an pink envelope,
then I though inside was a wishes card only.When I open it,actually was a white paper,
then I though the paper wrote 'Gong Xi Fa Cai' only.Then I open the paper again,then I had a shock,actually the paper wrote 'Canon iP 1980'
is a printer~~~wow~~~
I am really lucky~~~

That my angpau that I had draw~

That my lucky number '8'~

That my gift~

That was the paper inside the envelope~

That was what the paper wrote: CANON IP 1980.

That was the Canon iP 1980, a printer~~~

This was my lucky draw gift~~~

周杰伦-说好的幸福呢

你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你 断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用 卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开 心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

你的回话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷 泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了

时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎 么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感 觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还 旋转着
要怎么停呢

怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得

你 不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

When I moody,
I will heard this song,
quite okay,
is last year song.
After heard that,
my mood will become better a bit...
how about the another?
That was~~~
Someone will know it~~~

Relax day~~

Busy on three day already,
so must relax until crazy on weekend.

Yesterday,
Sunday,
as usual,
I have badminton with py them,
then we go to Kim Kee to have our lunch.
Suddenly,
Bblong said go to tc eat chop tonight,
then we just go only.

So,
at night,
we go tc have our dinner,
at there,
have many conversation,
likes real ghost story, their NS experience, and other.
Then I just sat at there and heard only.
But when until ghost story,
I know someone very scare about this topic,
I willing to do to her,
but I cannot.
If really action,
then others people will have feeling weird.
So I cannot do,
just sat at there and heard.
We left tc at about 9.30pm++
go home and rest,
and start busy for last day,
mean today~~~

Pc fair~

Last week,
Thursday, Friday and Saturday,
had a pc fair at Mesra mall, Kerteh.
I was not going,
but I don't know why boss did not call me go.
But I did not have go also a good thing,
at least can help other people at Millennium there do other thing.

They go at Wednesday,
I still remember,
on that day,
they move their thing likes printer, ink catridge, toner and other thing to that fair,
then as did not go there, me also help them to move,
early in the morning,
my whole body was sweat.
They left at about 3.00pm++,
then remind me, Kak Zahara and Ah Lian.
Of course still have Uncle Bernard,
but he was helping them send thing to there at that time.
So I could remember clearly,
on that day,
my car, Myvi can take 15 printer with different size.
Really silence.

At Thursday,
was unpacking day,
because Vellu was not coming,
so packing for Skynet only.
That day,
until my turn to do all the thing,
of course Kak and Ah Lian have give me a hand,
but because of boss' call unstoppable,
we not only do our thing,
still have do pc fair thing,
very busy.

At Friday,
that was packing day,
so we three packing and do what our boss had order and call us send there.
More busy than yesterday.
And me still need send thing to other place,
likes Vast IT, Nano It and others.

At Saturday,
that was our half day work,
we work until 1.00pm,
but because of pc fair,
we also need do many thing,
and when I send thing to Nano It,
my car was scratch with another.
Now my car have a red line at there~~
T.T

After pc fair,
mean today,
when went into the office,
many thing need to arrange,
aikz~~~
really busy,
but today all thing have done,
so tomorrow can be relax awhile~~

Talking~

This morning,
I brought my dog go out,
this was my job in every morning,
normally was my brother's job,
but because he went to school already,
then until my turn.
So,
when I pass a house that also had dog,
then my dog will went to there,
and likes had a chatting at there.
Because I was very free now,
so I did a crazy dialog.

That dog was dog A,
and my dog was dog B.

Dog A: "wah~you good lo, every morning your master also bring you come out gai gai, sure very shuang lo."
Dog B: " Sure, so happy tim."
Dog A: "My master did not bring me go out before, so cham. So willing to go out gai gai and see the real world."
Dog B: "Har. really ?? this world really nice lo. haha~~"
Dog A: "Yor~I want go out~"
Dog B: "You want go out but your master did not bring you go out. hahaha~dai sei~"

The end.

That all for their chatting,
then I went away from that dog~~

So,
am I too crazy,
or free?
Until make this kind of crazy dialog~~~
hahaha~~~